November 6, 2008
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Permission
I just wish someone would give me permission to cut. It would relieve so much stress. I would feel so much better. Or would I, would the release be great and the guilt be worse? It hurts. I hurt.
He has moved on, has a girlfriend, and has had sex with her already. We broke up last month. I want a life, he has a life. I want happiness and he has it. I know that I am bettering myself but damn it hurts so much.
*cries* *cries* *cries* *cries*
Comments (6)
keep your head up girl.. you know this time next year none of it will matter and you'll be so proud of yourself for moving on without him! I'm sorry you're having a hard time right now.. stay focused on what makes you happy and don't give him the satisfaction of causing you grief. You can be stronger than that!
@echomega - Thank you so much for the wonderful comment! I am in a better place today. I actually have a date tonight. I was just so hurt that night. I hope I don't feel like that ever again! xxoxo
How are you doing?
I hope things are better!
hey sorry i have been on this thing here lately. Life, it just one of those things u cant avoid. Hope u are doing much better than u were when u posted this. Just hang in there, it will get better, i promise. Besides u have a beautiful little girl who needs and adores u. And if u really think about it, it doesnt get much better than that. Just focus on school and being a good mama, everything else will fall into place.
I'm sending a Happy Birthday to Chloe, and a wish for good things for you "sugar". Do hang in there for the sake of Chloe, if not for yourself. You are loved.
@pb49r - I love that you know her birthday is coming up!
She will be one on the 7th. THAT IS so scary to me! Thanks so much for the comment.
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