She nurses ALL THE TIME! And Doesn't stop!
Month: August 2009
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Breastfeeding
Boy almighty is breastfeeding hard! It hurts osoooooo much in the beginning becaue i have thrush. Me and the baby. It's awful pain. I've never felt anythign like it. The first 5 minutes of suckles kill me. I want to die and often cry through them.
I won't give up though. Tuesday will be 2 weeks we've been going at it. I haven't supplemented yet or anything. Also no binkies or bottles of anything. She is 100% boobies. I'm proud of myself that even though the pain is ridiculous I am keeping with it. I knwo it has to get better eventually. Anyways she needs to eat. I'll update more later.<3 Comments?
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Hmm
I know i'm not the best at commenting but seriously?! Where the heck is everyone, I had my baby and only one comment?!
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Ah
Post Partum Depression --- God help me.
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The Big Day
Tomorrow is the big day! I will deliver Sophia! I am scheduled for 930 am and I am very nervous! I'll post as soon as I can.
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Sad with a capital SAD
I am just so miserable and unhappy. It hurts so much. I cry all the time. I want out of this place so bad it sucks ass. It's not even about being homesick. I am miserable with these people. I didn't think people this bad really existed.
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Going Home
We are going to move back home. It's going to be great back there. I miss my home. I hate it here.
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(He found my xanga and says hes going to block the site. Could he really do that?
I've had this thing since before Chloe. I'm devestated. I hate his control. He says hes disgusted with me. These are my thoughts and its a safe place to write them out. At least it used to be. I made it friends locked private non searchable after he said he saw it. I think maybe I left it up. I'm sorry. I'm sad. -
36wk 6days
Today was my 37 week appointment. I only have one more appointment before the baby gets here! I cannot wait to meet her. I'm definently ready to get her out lol.
I gained 4 lbs this week and have hit a personal HIGH, its nasty. I had protien in my urine but no high blood pressure so they weren't concerned.
Just blah. Maybe a bigger update later
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