Last night I dropped my Chloe off with my brother-in-law's x-wife. Joe and her are still on great terms and she and I are becoming such great friends. After the diagnosis of shingles, i realized how much I do need a break. I literally stressed my body into some debilitating painful affliction. So yeah, I think it was time for rest. Joe had "custody" of Sophia all night. So he woke up with her when she needed to eat, and let me sleep. Even though all of this rest was happening, I still only got 5 hours of sleep. Pitiful huh? I do feel rested though. I was able to wake up, straighten my hair, and do some make up. I even cleaned the house straight through with out any children interrupting me! I feel great. 

     Today Joe's brother is coming over. Nikki (my x - sister-in-law) has appointed me and Joe as the protective visitation people. So when my brother-in-law wants to see his kids, he has to come here to do that. It's okay though. This way he can be apart of my children's lives and still see his children in an environment that is neutral and safe for everyone.

     Joe has the next few days off. He does have to work Christmas night though. Technically it will be the 26th because he has to start at midnight. Lame. I am glad to have him home though. It's nice to have company and someone to talk to. I get so lonely. So overwhelmed. I know he can be the cause of so many of my problems and troubles, but he can also be such a great caring concerned husband. I like it when he is like that. A lot.

     I am gearing up for Christmas. I am super excited. I love the Christmas spirit. It makes everyone happy or at least in a better mood. Is everyone ready for Christmas?  

     I hope you are all well. I'm trying hard to be a great xanga friend, perhaps I could ask the same?