January 10, 2010
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Pain
I threw my life away for love and now i'm stuck. No where to go but here with him. No where to run. No help. I'm suffocating in ths black hole and no one is there to help me.
I feel like I have been abandoned even by God. Where is he right now when I need him the most? Where is my help? Why is the answer "stick it out." I am here with someone who is abusing me and cannot do a thing about it. If i kick him out i'm on my own with two kids. No job no nothing and they would get taken away. I cannot live with out them. I hate ... I hate.
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