January 15, 2010
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Friends
Since my realization that I am being abused I have turned to making and keeping friends and not letting Joe control me as much. I am hanging out with a wicked awesome chick and have began talking to an old friend who lives in Cali. He is awesome. I did have a small crush on him back in the day but hes married now with a baby who was ironically born on the same day as Sophia. It’s nice to have people to talk to.
I am seriously considering tieng my tubes. I like the mirena but the side effect of bleeding all the time is horrible. I hate having to wear a pad.
I know I don’t want to have more babies with joe cause our marrige is so rocky, i’m so poor and I don’t want to have kids with someone else bcasue that woudl be 3 kids with 3 fathers. Even though Joe is an asshole, he is going to adopt Chloe. he is amazing to her and she LOVES him. He deserves her and she deserves him. They are like 2 peas in a pod.
So thats good. The final adoption date is the 20th. Her last name will change and everything. It’s exciting. How is everyone?