I think I am miscarrying again. The pain of it is there. I hate mirena. It is not pregnancy preventor. I am going to have it taken out and then if I get pregnant well I get pregnant. Condoms are more productive at preventing pregnancy than Mirena. Mirena doesn't prevent pregnancy, it prevents implantation. Its an implanted abortion. I'm not a fan.

Joe and I are doing okay. I am not sure where things are going to go. There are still many lies he wont clear up. I tell him this all the time and he still wont tell me the truth. He has told me a few thigns that could ruin someones life if they were true or proven but that isn't anything about what he's been doing or who he's been doing. I am going to get STD tested. I know it's the right thing to do. I know I have had the hpv but was in remission for a while. We shall see.

School is okay. Still bragging about the 3.7 gpa. Work seach SUCKS! I am so damn poor it is ridiculous. I need work and can't keep living off welfare. *sigh*

How are all of you, it's been silent over on my page for quite a while...have I been forgotten?