I'm really not feeling well. I am emotionally not okay. Ugh. I hope this stuff starts to make me feel better again.  =( If not I am goign to have to call thd Dr. Soon.

*sigh* How can you have a down even on all this medicine. Like bad thoughts bad.

Like I cut myself shaving and the sight of it was just so horrifyingly perfect it terrified me. I haven't intentionally cut but when it happens accidentally i don't complain, and i know that's not okay. I have to make it a week on this medicine. Just a week. Then we can see...

Drowning