I wasn't sure what I was going to do and was just all around feeling like crap. I wasn't sure what to do and just wanted to cry. I laid on the couch and did nothing but lay there. I let Chloe wath Mickey Mouse more than just once, which is unusual for me. She was quiet and Sophia was rollling around exploring things. I hate not having any ambition.

But wait, I realized I hadn't taken my medicine.

With in ten minutes of taking my Prozac and Adderall I feel like a new person. I am starting to make plans and feeling a bit more abitious. It is a great feeling to finally be on the right mix of medicine. I only wish I could feel like this all the time with out the medicine. Oh well..At least I am able to achieve this feeling at all. Some people aren't so lucky, even after years of testing different medications.

So done with joe and his psychopathic ways. OMG I Haven't blogged about this yet. Are you all ready to be scared?!

First the definition of a psychopath :  People who are psychopathic prey ruthlessly on others using charm, deceit, violence or other methods that allow them to get with they want. The symptoms of psychopathy include: lack of a conscience or sense of guilt, lack of empathy, egocentricity, pathological lying, repeated violations of social norms, disregard for the law, shallow emotions, and a history of victimizing others.

Here is the standard questionare to determine if a person is a psychopath or not. For each factor the score can be a 0 which means the person does not have this trait at all. 1 means the person is partially like that and 2 means the person is that trait with out a shadow of a doubt. There are 20 Questions. I will put Joes Scores in Red.

1. Glibness and Superficial Charm – Smooth-talking, engaging and slick. 2
2. Grandiose Self-Worth – Greatly inflated idea of one's abilities and self-esteem, arrogance and a sense of superiority. 2
3. Needs Stimulation/Prone to Boredom – An excessive need for new, exciting stimulation and risk-taking. 0
4. Pathological Lying – Shrewd, crafty, sly and clever when moderate; deceptive, deceitful, underhanded and unscrupulous when high. 2
5. Manipulative – Uses deceit and deception to cheat others for personal gain. 2
6. No Guilt/Remorse: no feelings or concern for losses, pain and suffering of others, coldhearted and unempathic. 2
7. Emotional Poverty – Limited range or depth of feelings; interpersonal coldness. 2
8. Lacks Empathy – A lack of feelings toward others; cold, contemptuous and inconsiderate. 2
9. Parasitic Lifestyle – Intentional, manipulative, selfish and exploitative financial dependence on others. 2
10. Poor Behavioral Controls – Expressions of negative feelings, verbal abuse and inappropriate expressions of anger. 2
11. Promiscuity – Brief, superficial relations, numerous affairs and an indiscriminate choice of sexual partners. 2
12. No Realistic Long-Term Goals – Inability or constant failure to develop and accomplish long-term plans. 2
13. Impulsiveness – Behaviors lacking reflection or planning and done without considering consequences. 2
14. Irresponsible – Repeated failure to fulfill or honor commitments and obligations. 1
15. Fails to Accept Responsibility for Own Behavior – Denial of responsibility and an attempt to manipulate others through this. 2
16. Many Short-Term Marital Relationships – Lack of commitment to a long-term relationship. 2
17. Early Behavior Problems – A variety of dysfunctional and unacceptable behaviors before age thirteen. 1
18. Juvenile Delinquency – Criminal behavioral problems between the ages of 13-18. 2
19. Revocation of Conditional Release – Violating probation or other conditional release because of technicalities. 0
20. Criminal Versatility – Diversity of criminal offenses, whether or not the individual has been arrested or convicted. 2

Joes Score: 34